I’m an addict
I know that.
I’m a Prisoner
I know that.
But how can I get rid of you?
If you are part of my blood,
Part of my body,
Part of me?
You chase me as a cat chases a mouse
You like to kill me
And I like it too.
You are my friend, that’s the only true.
You help me breath
You help my heart
You help me
To be alive.
You’re the nightmare
Of my sweetest dream.
I’m the bird
And you’re my cage.
You trap me with no chance.
You have been hunting me
As a hungry predator
Follows his pray.
My disease you have become
My joyfully death
My brightest darkness
My beloved pain.
I would like to escape.
I would like to run.
I would rather die
Than living with you
But isn’t that why
I’m with you?
To trade my life
For death?
I don’t know anything anymore,
I don’t know why
I don’t know how
But I only know
That I want to finish
The suffering of life.
My drug is pain
My antidote is death.
By: Laura
